“Kyun na hum tum,
Chalein tedhe medhe se raston pe
Nange paon re,
Chal bhatak lena baanwre”
Have you listened to the soundtrack of Barfi? Though the movie was disappointing, the music is almost heartbreakingly magical. It only adds to my already painfully nostalgic existence. It’s funny how I’m always reminiscing at this age. When I’m 70 I’ll probably kill myself.
Chalein tedhe medhe se raston pe
Nange paon re,
Chal bhatak lena baanwre”
Have you listened to the soundtrack of Barfi? Though the movie was disappointing, the music is almost heartbreakingly magical. It only adds to my already painfully nostalgic existence. It’s funny how I’m always reminiscing at this age. When I’m 70 I’ll probably kill myself.
When I was downloading the album from the file-sharing
software through which our entire college is connected, I realized how easy it
is now to get songs and movies. It hardly takes a few seconds. Wow. Sometimes I
fondly look back at the times when cassettes were the latest thing, and we had
to stand in line in a music shop, buy a cassette for 50 rupees, and if we were
lucky, get a two-in-one tape with songs of two movies in it! Oh how thrilling
it used to be to remove the plastic, put the shiny new cassette in the car’s
stereo system, read everything written on the cover, and listen to those 8 odd
songs over and over again till the cassette would be ready to disintegrate into
a thousand little pieces. During family trips, those handful of songs used to be
such loyal companions. We would listen to the songs so many times that every
beat, every rhythm, every syllable would get embedded into our conscience so
deeply that we would probably never forget them in this lifetime. I still
remember every word and every musical instrument used in all those Dil to Pagal Hai and Kuch Kuch Hota Hai songs and I can sing them
with the same amount of impossible energy and enthusiasm as I did when I was
8.
My earliest memories of movies are the ones dad had recorded
for us on the VCR. Chaalbaaz, Andaaz Apna Apna and Saajan were a few of them. Watching Tom and Jerry was a ritual. Lion King, Home Alone, Dunston checks in,
Mrs. Doubtfire led us into fascinating, obscure worlds. We were the first
family in our locality to buy a small Sony CD player and getting a new movie CD
on rent and watching it on the TV used to be an event. Generally on weekends,
the drawing room used to be alive with relatives plonked on soft white
mattresses, the soothing roar of the air cooler in the background, the entire
family would sit together and get lost in the world of make-believe, glamour
and artificial characters. Funny, comical movies used to be the best. I can
still recall dad’s face red and contorted with the effort of trying to suppress
the laughter, tears flowing down mom’s eyes as she laughed uncontrollably, my
brother rolling on the floor laughing that distinct high-pitched laughter of
his and my sister, almost falling off the sofa more at the others than what was
happening in the movie itself. Sometimes there used to be mom’s pav-bhaji with lots of butter and Coke,
and sometimes there used to be aloo poori
with that one inevitable cup of chai
that always had to follow, and there was that little argument about who was
going to make it.
Even going out to watch the 9 to 12 movie show in the
traditional theatres was an experience. Having an early dinner and getting
ready, buying tickets and popcorn, and watching the movie with the family, and
always, always wrapping mom’s chunni around me when it got too chilly inside the
hall. Discussing the movie and asking everyone “Movie kaisi lagi?” (How did you like the movie?) in the car on the
way back. Stopping on the way for ice-cream or paan.
Winter nights were spent watching silly hows like Comedy Circus, CID, KBC or Aahat or any movie being shown on the TV
whatsoever, snuggled inside fluffy quilts chewing carelessly on peanuts or cashews.
The first sentence after switching the TV on used to be “Dekho koi achchi picture aa rahi hai kya?” (See if there’s a good
movie on TV!) Making fun of all the make-up wearing, glycerine-using, poor
housewives in all of the K serials mom used to watch. The afternoons were a
blur of Rasna, Khas, water melons and
naps in front of the cooler after watching the ‘70s and ‘80s movies with
grandparents.
It was a time when a few clicks and a few seconds were not
enough to get access to the enchanting, wonderful world of movies and music. I
often feel I was lucky to be born in a typical middle class family in India in
the ‘90s because I have seen the transition every so clearly right in front of
my eyes. God bless technology that we are exposed to so many documentaries and movies that
one lifetime would not be enough.
But sometimes, I yearn for that time, I long to be that
little girl again, perched on that maroon sofa in a small house in a small
town, sipping Rooh Afza with my
laughing, chortling family around me because Paresh Rawal said something funny
to Sunil Shetty in Aawara Pagal Deewana.
