Saturday, March 8, 2014

Whiny post

I want to whine. Big time. About everything. So brace yourself. Or just skip it.

IT'S NOT FAIR. It's not fair that we are constantly doing things we do not want to do. These useless assignments, attending classes we don't want to, going to different cities for a job we don't even want. Why is it like this? Why? I have to do three assignments today. My lower back is hurting. I AM TWENTY THREE YEARS OLD. I should NOT have back aches. Is it because I'm so tall? It's not fair. Plus, I slept in a weird position and my right shoulder is killing me. I have to leave for Bangalore tomorrow and come back the next day. I am going to be exhausted. Plus, my attendance is lower than I thought it would be. I need 75% or else I will not be allowed to write my exams. Now I have to go and talk to the administration to adjust my attendance because I had missed some classes because of an interview. Damn these rules. Damn everything. I am spending so much money. I do not want to, but I have to. I have a headache. I have a white-head on my stupid chin and my hair is so messy today. Why can't it just stay in place?! And maybe stop falling for a change?

Why have we made our lives like this? It wasn't supposed to be like this. I am so young. I just want a simple, comfortable life doing something I like and enjoying some moments of pleasure. Is it too much to ask for? I don't want to study or give exams. I don't want to do anything. I just want to go into a long deep slumber and wake up when everything has sorted itself out. I am so jealous of people who enjoy their work and earn loads of money doing it. Maybe I should sell my soul to the devil and become a corporate slave. Everything comes down to money at the end of the day, anyway. I'm losing faith in so many things. I am also jealous of people who can express their thoughts so efficiently and eloquently.

I want to detach my legs from my torso and keep the two parts away from each other. I want someone to pamper me and get me nice things. I want hot chocolate. I'm sitting alone in my room. Procrastinating and trying to do assignments I don't want to. Why do we have to do all this? No. No. NO! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

4 comments:

  1. Sorry to hear you're under so much stress :/
    Hope you feel at least a bit better after ranting about it!
    Good luck with everything

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  2. Now I could do with some detachment of the TORSO!

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